***08/02/19*** I'm writing this laid up in bed recovering after having my second surgery on my knee last week. Let's rewind.. Last year I had a surgery on my right knee to remove a melanoma. It was sent around to several specialists in Ireland and one specialist in Holland and finally they got back to… Continue reading Second time lucky.
CREDENCE You are in a prison right now, in this very moment; a prison so intelligently designed that its core feature is to make sure the prisoners don't know they're imprisoned. This prison does not look to control you directly through force or strength, but rather indirectly through social and societal pressure. It's as if… Continue reading Escaping the matrix.
The past few weeks I have been writing about how so far on my cut I have been feeling great, full of energy, the weight is dropping fast and no cravings at all. Going with a low carb diet and being in a caloric defect whilst still training to a high intensity & also walking… Continue reading Rest, recovery & re-feeds.
So I started my cut two weeks ago but haven’t really had a chance to blog anything about it yet I’ve been busy with starting my new job and training. Finally have a few spare hours today to get up to scratch with my blog and a few other things. When my bulk ended I… Continue reading 2 weeks in.
As most of you will know by now i recently handed my notice in at my job of 2.5 years. I've had a great time there but over this past year i've been feeling kind of stuck. I felt a long time ago that i had gotten everything i could from this job, there was… Continue reading New Beginnings.
For people who struggle with mental illness sometimes it can be so hard to think of reasons to get out of bed in the morning, or to think of reasons to carry on. Sometimes you gotta dig real deep and even then you might still come up empty. That's why i take so many pictures… Continue reading May every sunrise bring you hope.
It just hurts so much. Oh the shame of being you. & so you detached and you wore a mask every day. You wore it so well that you even believed it yourself. It was the only way to survive, the only way you knew how. So what happens now? What happens now you… Continue reading The mask.
The way you spend the first hour of your day is said to set the tone for how the rest of your day will go. I am a very big believer in this and that is why i spend the first part of my day trying to raise my vibration, clear my thoughts and set… Continue reading Raising my vibration with Intentions
The one thing that's been playing on my mind about prepping for my competition is the thought of having to introduce cardio into my work out. Not only introduce it, but smash it so i can get lean lean lean. I can't even remember the last time i did any cardio and the thought of… Continue reading Make it work for you.
It's debilitating to even think about. When you look at your misfortunes, or your failures or any negative aspects of your life, it's hard to own up to yourself and to admit they are all your own fault. It seems to shrink you to even think I've nobody to blame but myself for this. Because… Continue reading Taking Responsibility